CrimsonAddiction13

Finally I can say that I love someone(1). I can also say I miss someone (2), I wish I knew(3-4), and thank god (the rest) 1- I appreciate you, I don't know what I'd do without you and I do love you. It's just hard to. Very hard. 2- I knew that closure would make me feel this way. But I can't go back, I will not be naive. 3- I can't take it, It hurts. Please Stop calling, your not the boy I love the best I can do is avoid you because the feeling lingers just as it does for others. 4- I really do miss you, your lips are so soft and so different. Your touch is the softest i've ever felt.

So, all the lame drama is over. I basically had to chose who I wanted to be with. I really care for these three people but I picked who I wanted and I'm actually really happy. I've been corrupting him. That's what I do best :] I think this could be okay. Most people I've been with didn't really have communication with me but him and I could talk for hours. I really appreciate him. A lot of people told me he wasn't good for me but I really think they were wrong about him. I'm actually happy.. It's pretty cool :]

I added two new photos (Blood and water & maybe I like it) which were both deleted because someone reported them. I put them up again but this time I said it contains mature content (warning) they got reported again. I wanted to know why so I went to the "help desk" and found this. What is the policy for submissions concerning self-harm and mutilation? DeviantART does not allow photographs of real-life self injury and mutilation to be submitted. Any such photographs will be removed immediately as they come to the attention of the staff. Makeup effects and other simulated effects are allowed. This is the only place I thought I could expre